Grateful. Still. Like always. Looking back, there's too much and a lot that happened this year that I am not entirely sure if it was just a year; or it was just too much that my life literally changed all too suddenly. But now that I'm trying to wrap-up the year that has been — thinking about all the good things, best memories, warm days, happy places,...

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 Letting go is one thing; but letting go of something you believed you never have to is a different kind of heartbreak. And you'd think that's painful enough. Learning how to be at peace with the thought that's all that is left are just memories — that is where everything hurts. But we settle with that. We protect these images in our heads so dearly because...

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Wow — 2020! This year was so terrible I feel like there's so much, yet ironically, also nothing happened for me. I tried looking back and it was honestly so difficult to think of anything outside the pandemic and the long lockdown and quarantine.You see, the Bataan outing I've had with my solid high school barkada felt like years ago when it has only been...

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Sometimes, I try to comprehend this love I have for BTS — where it's coming from, why it just keeps growing, and how possible it is to feel this much. It sounds crazy but they were the friends I had when I needed someone to listen to my truths and fears. I remember how much I struggled with my friendships and career this year; all of it...

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I wish to tell the world we made it. But you and I were a dream short-lived. If that was the only lifetime we have, I would spread all the love I have of you too thickly until I cover all the vast spaces between then and now. If that was the only lifetime we have, I would hide in the sunset and and squeeze myself in...

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